Brain Buzz

I am stumped by own busy-ness.  I am so busy I can't get anything done.  I fill my time with stuff, meaningful stuff, not so meaningful stuff, and I keep on thinking of more stuff that I want to do, that needs to be done, that will never get done.  The brain is buzzing at a rate i can't even track - and when it stops, I crash hard.  But then night brain picks up where day brain leaves off.  I'm having the best dreams I've had in years - utterly vivid, seemingly visceral, the kind that stay with you for days.  Then all the day stuff gets in the way, the commitments I've made, the folks that count on me, it's an insane, inane circle of busy, as I try to hold on to the feeling of flight from the night prior...what is all this coming to?  Where is it headed?  Somewhere good, I hope - somewhere magnificent - somewhere caught between confusion and bliss?  Or even just a coffee shop and full page of letters.  Who the hell knows - 2012 is off on a wild ride...yee-freakin'-haw, here we go!